I FEAR MY LOVE

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I fear
My love
Is a morning
Cloud

In arid land
A vapour 
Vanishing

Were my body
Tortured

I fear
My love
For You
Would fail

As in the face
Of lesser pain

I have 
Denied You 
And betrayed

Covertly

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